I know I’m hard to deal with. I know I make you want to strangle me. I know sometimes you don’t understand why I cry at 3 a.m. I know you don’t understand why I fear that you’ll end up leaving & replacing me. I fucking know how hard it is to stay with me. I know I’m stuborn & more than a handful. I know that I get moody & snap on you for stupid reasons & sometimes for no reason at all. I know you don’t understand my fears, my anxiety or my constant questions. I know you wish I was easier to deal with. I know you wish I wasn’t filled with constant sadness & self-doubt. What I don’t know is why you haven’t left? How are you still here? Thats something I will never understand. The only thing I ask is to stay.. Just stay & hold me close..